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Monday, January 26, 2009
Almost Time
Well, it is almost here! My third child's birth day. I go to the doctor tomorrow, and I am going to schedule my amniocentesis for sometime next week......NEXT WEEK! I can't believe I only have a week left. In one week, I will be in the hospital, I will become the mother of 3, I will meet my 2nd daughter. I am caught somewhere between elation and panic. A million "what ifs" are screaming in my head right now. What if I can't do this? What if something goes wrong? What if everything is not ready? What if I am not ready? What if I go nuts with 3 kids? Despite my endless list of "what ifs," she is coming. I just pray that my what ifs are just paranoia. And I pray that I can learn to take one day at a time and just deal with what God lays out ahead of me.
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I'm in your "what if" boat girl! I have no doubt that you will be an absolutley amazing mommy to 3- you have already proven that with 2! Plus, Cashion and Tatiana are old enough to be a huge help to you! I wish I could come visit when this little Miss is born! I will just have to settle for pics (Unless you want to come visit me;)wink wink....
ReplyDeleteGood luck! I can't wait to see her! (Let me know how the amnio is- I'm thinking I may end up having one at some point with this one!)
Well said Laura, She is an amazing mommy and you can tell her kids love her to pieces. God has blessed you with an incredible life and family, I know you can do anything that comes your way....... Sorry I didn't get a chance to talk to you more the other day when you came in, but I guess I got busy cause I didn't even see you leave.... you take care, your in my prayers and I too can't wait to see pics and maybe I can even stop by to see you after you've had some time home with the new little one. God bless
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